I often wonder, what would happen if i fell, if i just let everything decay, or if events took a turn for the worse than i could handle, would anyone step in? And if they didnt, or didnt exist, does that mean im the last barrier between myself and something worse? Am i really the best i potentially have? Iv never pushed these boundaries so I still fear what would happen if I did, and it turned out they didnt exist and i was really the last barrier, then pushing them would be one step too far over.